tired.. hope god will grant me some strength to ease my tiredness

Although this is the holidays, i feel i am not doing much to enjoy myself. So the theme for today will be to relax and not think too much!!

Things that i want to achieve or hope to achieve this holiday

Have been slacking for the past one week since exams are over. Okay, shouldn't say slacking. At least I have read some books:). Here are some of the things that I want to achieve:) 1: Get a job 2: Learn guitar 3: Pass my basic theory 4: Stay HAPPY( Most important) 5: Last but not least, do what I like to do:) I read this book about "life coaches" and the last point was sort of copied from the book. hahaha, but it is true bah to like what we like to do. sigh, desktop down, only left with my laptop. no more games. oh well ,maybe its a signal for me to do something more meaningful rather than keep playing games wholeday.

long long time....

Too long no blog, really rusty already...if I want to blog on how I feel now and what happened for the past few months, I think I will take months or so to finish so I will just keep it short and sweet. Well i must say for the past few months I have had my ups and downs. The ups could be getting a sliver for my ippt for the first time since my sea soldier training days.Really can't believe it. 200 dollars into the bank! :) so happy!! and I got my highest grade so far in university with a 80 percent grade :) even though I didn't really prepared well for it! But nevertheless, it's still something to be happy about man:)one more month to exams! I really want to do better for this semester!!!Already set my targets. Hope to achieve it!
The downs will still be my ability to think positively butttttt I am not going to elaborate here much also cos I dun see a point. After evaluating so much for the past few months, i realised human's brain can actually be a powerful tool. Use it correctly, things will go right. Use it wrongly, things could turn out to be dire seriously. I am going to tell myself now, this moment that I can turn things right cos i believe i have a marvellous and brilliant brain and I do not wish to sink deeper already!
Bro is out already and I hope he can settle down quickly. Even though, our relationship is still not too good but at least we address each other whenever we see each other which is a healthier sign then before:) really hope that he can pursue for higher education cos his N levels cert really will get him nowhere.
Alright, I shall stop here.

lol.. long time since i last blogged. hmmm lol seriously after living for the past 22 years or so, i found out that health is the most impt aspect of my life be it mentally or physically. YUP and i am definitely going to treasure my family, friends and of cos myself!

still tired..

wont give up

after so many months.. i finally understand

yea..it has been a tiring journey..finally i have come to my senses today..

things i want to do for the next few months

1. Get a guitar and learn the fundamentals
2. Get a 8-5 job
3. Read up on basic theory for driving and read up some content to prepare for my further studies
4. Chill up( going overseas, spending time with family and friends)
5. Last but not least stay happy!!
Well at least i have some targets to work on for the next few months.:)